If I could jus meet you in person and explain to you that it's not about what all these ppl say or think about you in the comments. It's not about the haters. Don't let them get to you. It's about the Tubians who've been there since day 1 who truly care about you and jus wanna see you be a better version of you. We're not asking you to be this perfect built happy guy who's acting like he's happy. Don't be fake. Be yourself. You have feelings and they demand to be felt. It's perfectly fine for you to feel like this. Talk about it with us. Don't read the negative comments. Don't let that bullshit into your head it's only going to mess with you more. I'll be coming out to cali next summer. Hopefully I meet you because all I would like to do is sit down and talk one on one with you and help you. I'd love to see you become a better YOU. I love you fam. I hope you read this. You don't have to reply but jus really think about what I've said above. Jus be you. We're going to meet one day.