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Kristen Armstrong
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Depression explained

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I don't invite people to my place
I don't invite people to my place. This isn't me being antisocial. This is shame. I started my antidepressants today. I was going to wait for a few weeks and start them when the crying every day happens. I mean yes I'm starting to have problems with getting...

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Away from you
This sucks. This sucks. This sucks. I fucking hate it. I hate not being able to be there for you. I hate that I can't fly up for the funeral. I hate that I can't hug you and hold you and tell you everything will be ok. I can't help. I can't cry with you. I ...

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Dream big
You always told me I dreamed too large, What's so wrong with letting someone else take charge? I listened to you, I stayed subdued, I put my dreams up on the shelf to stay with you. I kept my head down, down towards the ground, I waited for my time at last ...

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Wild
I want to fight I want to bite Sink my teeth in and tear. I want to scratch I want to claw Act like a wounded animal I want to stroke I want to kiss Slide over your skin Inside I am wild. I need to make some bad decisions soon. I need to uncage myself. I ne...

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Struggling
Struggling. Trying not to worry. Trying not to be angry. Trying not to over think everything. Trying not to worry anyone. Trying not to be weak. Trying not to feel. Some days, I just don't want to try.

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Depression

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Spiral
Every person who has suffered with depression more than once learns their own patterns. The things they do to deny the tears, the things they do to lift their spirits. My depression cycle. 1. I don't want to. 2. All I would do is mess it up anyway. 3. I nee...

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Unnecesary
I am unnecessary. I am not the backbone of anyone's life. When I leave someone else will fill my spot. There are 7 billion people on the planet and if I disappeared off the face of the earth about 500 individuals would be affected. In the grand scheme of th...
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