You will have the freedom you are looking for when your ask God for HIS help. It is very assuring to know that God is concerned about all your needs and He will fulfill HIS PROMISES.
Psa 32:8 I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will counsel thee with mine eye upon thee.
Psa 32:9 Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding; Whose trappings must be bit and bridle to hold them in, Else they will not come near unto thee.
Many sorrows shall be to the wicked; But he that trusts in Jehovah, loving kindness shall compass him about.
Be glad in Jehovah, and rejoice, ye righteous; And shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart..