What is the difference between acceptance and denial?
What is the difference between beautiful and hideous?
What is the difference between infinity and the void?
The clowns are festive as if at a magnificent party,
Or frolicking around in the park in springtime,
While my ignorant bliss keeps me wandering,
A newborn babe before it learns to smile,
Alone, without any destination.
The masses have enough and to spare,
Where I have nothing,
And my heart is foolish,
Muddy waters always cloudy.
Other clowns are brilliant and confident,
Where I am dim and confused;
They can be astute and clever,
Where I am completely in the dark;
Aimless as a wave drifting over the sea,
Most people are busy getting necessary crap done,
Where I am often weird and impractical.
I don't share everybody's cares,
Being easily amused by nature.