once upon a time , I had to caught the hand of one person,
I was then too upset with my new, and unwilling stage of living, hell and heaven diffent between 2 families.
Every time I tried to make my in-laws happy, they refuses me always.
In a most critical condition I gave birth my baby in ,who was too weak.
Most unwanted child of this family, I fighted a long period to show him a normal path with all protection of doc,
My hard effort , make him a healthy. I gave no pressure to him, his all work, I conder as his hard work. M realizetion comes to me rightly when he, gave up their beautifull job, due to cause of ideal ness.
I am too happy now, cause I have nothing to regret nor to blame.
I could be accept it easily, because in this process , I had through out,
all expectetion of me abt him. No I can't able to forge my duty for him.
Only thing I would have did, I have cut the expecteton, I he will do something productive, with any expectetion he will be always welcome, if will be not, he not my child always get my house hold support. I thought, one day he will also blink and enlightented.
It's not just my hope, It's a truth realization.
I know my love , my concern, my proper duty for him, not let him down.-:)