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After my major recovery (which in this case is a continual process) from psychosis and discharge from the mental-hospital the 2nd time in the beginning of 2014, it has resulted in me reflecting back at my life and my impact on reality, which has lead me to change, perhaps drastically. My life has changed.

I do not represent a lot of my ideals anymore. I've become a partial hypocrite for having said a lot that I couldn't, can't, and am not willing to support. I've become tired and I've put my old dreams on a mental-shelf that will continue collecting dust for perhaps eternity. I'm settling for a simple life, and leaving a lot of my ideals and especially the big issues for the competent individuals and organisations. The last sentence indicates how full of myself I was, and perhaps still am. But at least I'm aware of my delusions and incompetence for a while now.

Counter to my preference not to delete any posts (of mine), I had to make an exception for the posts during the period I was severely psychotic. Because it would require a lot of effort explaining what went on in my mind that resulted in those posts, not to mention a few other reasons. That still leaves a lot of posts that are potentially psychotic anyway. But most of those still leave some room for some sane notion, although most of these notions are in some sense useless if not meaningless, especially in practice.
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Please sign the e-petition for ceasefire.
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I thought, with the help of people here, the time I'm spending waiting to pray the morning Muslim prayer, is spent well wishing Everyone a Happy Christmas, despite and aside religious and other differences!

Time to pray is yet to come, but perhaps I'll pray a little bit too early in the morning from this time-zone.
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I'm just me. I have bad and good parts of my past.
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Not much changed.
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I wish everyone a late happy new year! I wish those that can't enjoy it a better situation.
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I don't know about a lot of things, since my psychosis makes things difficult for me and everybody, around me, and perhaps far away.
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I'm literally for almost a month, again, in a mental hospital. Shouldn't be a big surprise. Today I've 4 hours outside freedom, finally.

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I (explicitly sincerely) apologise for being out of line in religious/theological, scientific and other areas. I'm just trying to puzzle for World Peace domino-effect since my first psychosis.
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