I do not represent a lot of my ideals anymore. I've become a partial hypocrite for having said a lot that I couldn't, can't, and am not willing to support. I've become tired and I've put my old dreams on a mental-shelf that will continue collecting dust for perhaps eternity. I'm settling for a simple life, and leaving a lot of my ideals and especially the big issues for the competent individuals and organisations. The last sentence indicates how full of myself I was, and perhaps still am. But at least I'm aware of my delusions and incompetence for a while now.
Counter to my preference not to delete any posts (of mine), I had to make an exception for the posts during the period I was severely psychotic. Because it would require a lot of effort explaining what went on in my mind that resulted in those posts, not to mention a few other reasons. That still leaves a lot of posts that are potentially psychotic anyway. But most of those still leave some room for some sane notion, although most of these notions are in some sense useless if not meaningless, especially in practice.