I'm at a conflict of character. I hate fans. That squealing mass of human waste reaching towards their personal idols makes me retch. However I am such a fan of yours. Perhaps because, in my mind, I think we are so alike. I both don't give a fuck but seek self fulfillment yet largely apathetic to that conquest. For instance, there was a moment that I thought this post was erased mid-typing and my initial and following thoughts were that I wasn't going to retype any of this and was prepared to move on. It causes me to wonder how many missed opportunities I've had because of this mindset. In short; fucking love your work.