I'm with you bro except for calling Him an "it." He's a person. Just as much as the Father and Jesus is. As long as any part of you thinks of Him as an "it" you won't fully enter into the full relationship with Him that He wants with you. Just as much as your Mom wouldn't appreciate being called "it" He also doesn't appreciate being called that either. I know that's a strong way to say it but sometimes we need to be shaken up to see spiritual reality. He isn't a thing...He's the Creator of the universe and He lives inside of you wanting be an example of Jesus for the world to see. I'm not trying to offend you, honest!