Interesting concepts wanting justification for unknown pathology. All others welcome but will be ignored, including MD PhD BvD or SaD. My credentials are from a lifetime of indiscretions of the theoretical cognitive sort. In other words I don't know Jack really, only what I feel, and as you know who can trust their feelings before, during or after an episode of undetermined length. Rosary beads and prayer rugs work almost as well as many prescriptions. Only the faithful are cured, in due time. Boil this down to one simple sentence. Know thyself, then make changes.