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Joshua M. Neff
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Dream out loud!
Dream out loud!

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Asking for what you really, really want and need, especially if it falls outside of what’s considered social norms, can feel frightening, embarrassing, intimidating. Even articulating it can feel clumsy and awkward. I’m a touchy-feely, huggy, kissy…

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something’s wrong inside my blood i feel my heart turning to stone they said it’s just a magic trick a trick they played on all of us i see faces in my mirror i see faces unfamiliar they made something out of nothing now there’s nothing in my heart people…

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Sometimes I’m not sure if my anxiety is getting worse as I get older, or if I’m just more conscious of when my anxiety hits. What if I’ve forgotten or blocked out past times when my anxiety was bad? A couple of years ago, I reduced the amount of caffeine…

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so when so when so when will this come undone? unbroken with rainfall seaside still striving a popsicle nocturne a presidential nightmare carnival quick & so undone so when so when so unsuited this white parade a cavalcade of crime a conclave of reason…

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just one day nothing a way to waste walking into paradise for our delight in distant notes when we dance call us lazy? say soil in the stars left to wish you calm when trip you midnight & they mock when they say we pavement in the sky but rain drifting…

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it’s all so much easier when you’re alone to take off your armor & cast away shadows & summon your storm clouds & cry into your pillow & filter your madness through the green rolling sea stretching out before you it swallows you whole & it smashes you up…

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In the labyrinth of the City of Owls, I tore the right sleeve of my shirt on an oak railing while running to your door to tell you I was a new person, changed, renewed, revitalized, no longer living painfully and robotically under the slate clouds of a…

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in the world i see around me everything makes me want to run it’s all exciting & terrifying my frozen heart melting in the sun all the stars glimmering above me walking up when the sky’s below they swirl around to hypnotize me my fevered heart cooling in…

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I was watching the latest episode of Marvel’s Agents of SHIELD tonight. It’s a particularly intense episode, a “base under siege” episode, like a lot of classic Doctor Who stories, like the amazing film by Howard Hawks, The Thing from Another World, and…

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drained like a battery what can you do? damp as a spring day folded in two your nights never tasted so much like ennui like an empty pocket dancing all alone skull full of flowers twisted & boned these nights never last like they did way back when…
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