The truth is, it's embarrassing to say that. As someone who has written 6 books on social media and continually gets approached for more; As someone who has almost 80,000 subscribers on Facebook, 65,000 followers on Google+, and 40,000 on Twitter, along with Facebook Pages in the hundreds of thousands; As someone who has helped pioneer social media and audience/reach for organizations like the LDS Church, Deseret Digital Media (a top 25 news organization in the USA) and even worked with Facebook, Inc. herself; As someone who has built Twitter tools with users in the hundreds of thousands; As someone who was described by Mashable as one of the top entrepreneurs, and top developers to follow on Twitter, I just couldn't make going on my own work.
Raising a family of 8 on your own, with no full-time employment is HARD! While I'm constantly getting new clients (and still seeking more, unless I get a job), it just doesn't seem enough to make what I need to support my family. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. Maybe I just have more expensive needs with my large family.
I'm often told and described by others who introduce me as "one of the best social media experts in the world." Those are not my words. It's hard for me to believe them when I can't bring in enough clients on my own to justify that title. Those that work with me love what I do for them, but I'm not doing something right, because I still don't have enough clients paying regularly to keep me afloat. I think I'm just not cut out enough to do this thing on my own - I either need someone who's picking up the slack in the areas I'm missing (aka someone to tell me what to do while handling the sales/budget/finance - know anyone good?), or I just need to work for someone else.
It's tough for me to share this - I have to swallow my pride. I don't enjoy admitting defeat, and maybe I haven't fully, but some how I've got to pay the bills, and I'm ready to make a change in direction to do so.
If you know anyone hiring Director-level or above in digital or social media strategy (can even have a technical-leaning, as I started out as a software developer), or even emerging technologies and finding disruptions within a company, Bitcoin and cryptocurrency included, please send them my way. I'm really looking for introductions more than job postings. I've found a million job postings and without a close friend that knows my skill-set introducing me to the hiring manager and pushing them to hire me it really doesn't do much good in such a competitive market. Also, while I'd love to stay in Utah, I'm really open to working anywhere (especially internationally!) if it gets me employed. Send them my way!
Oh, and please feel free to check out my LinkedIn profile to see my clients, work performed, skills, endorsements, and recommendations: http://linkedin.com/in/facebook
Have you considered teaching? Lots of universities would probably grab you up with your experience.
I will be looking through my peeps to see if they need some help. Best thoughts to you.