1. what it means to be a man.
2. what it means to be an American
3. what it means to be a Texan.
4. What it means to be Human.
5. Who/What God is.
all of those are subject to interpretation and I have my own. I will listen to your opinion on those subjects until you try to tell me how to believe. That's when the real fun will start for me. I am too smart for my own good sometimes. I have been tripping out God freaks since I've been old enough to know that life is what I make it out to be. and will continue until the day that I expire. And that's just god freaks. People trying to tell me how to be a "man" do nothing but talk down and no one has time for that. I'm a Born Texan that gets confused for a Californian on the daily. I don't get it but whatever SouthWest All Day! being a born Texan makes me a natural born American as well and we all have stories of what makes us, us. I've been called Mexican, Chinese, Afghani, Middle Eastern, Egyptian, Pacific Islander, Jamaican, and those are just the ones that I remember. So you can see why I am so uppity about this whole American thing. L.I.N.Y.(Long Island) was one of the worst experiences that I have ever had outside of Texas. I never knew what it felt like to be from outside of the U.S. until I was there. There were a few cool people that thought I was from Cali but for the most part people thought I was a foreigner and treated me a such. Hence why I'm back home in Texas. I hate when women try to tell me how to be a man. My own mother didn't even do that. She raised me to be a decent person without ever telling me what a man should do or be and she is a Christian to boot. So I'll not listen to an angry woman try to tell me how to be something that she cannot be both Physically and Mentally. Nor will I listen to a man who; hits a woman, nor respects women, cannot put the bottle down, stays locked in his own mind, wants to see the world burn, cannot talk about anything other than himself. Last but not least, Reality. I'm not bat shit crazy nor am I quite sane. I am a happy medium somewhere on that line and I make things happen in my life that others have not even thought about. I'm not rich, but I'm not boring either. I make myself seem boring so people do not ask me to do a lot. It's that whole introvert thing.......