So I was just doing a little bit of digging myself about the true relationship between God and Satan, and What Hell really is, and how the wicked are truly punished by God. It's so amazing how merciful even in death God is. Even if you have a second to look at this website and it's truth. You'll understand, and you'll feel it for yourself what I can't explain enough. Even after that, do a little more digging in the scriptures.
You'll be amazed at the actual truth, the people blindly taught you to believe in and you just believed it and didn't look for yourself. Look and see the real meaning behind His Word.