I am 40 yrs old and have been fighting against the Abrahamic blood cults since I was 9. No, I was never abused. Your religion didn't make it past 3rd grade Mythology. A god may exist, yours does not.
If he did exist I would denounce him as an evil god and definitely not worthy of worship.
Don't confuse my Purpose:
I aim to show the world, Judaism, Christianity and Islam are FALSE!
We evolved, we are Apes, Adam and Eve were not real, Original Sin is a lie, and an evil god did not have to father himself to sacrifice himself, to save us from himself.