Who could imagine what was going through the mind
Of the newcomer alone in a strange place,
Is that what made her leave the newborn behind
What if my plans don't work?
Asking herself questions of this kind
What are my options? what is the best thing for me to do ?
these are the answers that she needed to find
As fear was her constant companion
what am I to do because arriving soon is baby number 2
did she think that her oldest one would thrive
Without siblings of love as a secure base
I Wonder if they will remember me
Do they have mine or their father's face?
A mothers shoulders where decisions are made
Should be mourned as the place
Where relationships can die before they are born
Is Society asking the question what is happening to these children
Dealing with the effects of being scorned
By the void of strangers that have forgotten
The human being attached to the end of the monthly check
Whom as they grow, their thoughts only see them as rotten individuals
not deserving to be heard
Dreaming of a time where all of their wishes were just like some little bird
That flew away with all of their many burdens
Now hating the idea of any normal life the infamous one waits to hear a word of truth from those who decided long ago to fill their existence with the strife of never feeling whole
Thankfully they've heard every story as the inner child lies in the bed of tears afraid to move as the sun rises over head
Realizing now the adult knows all of the pieces, that they're in charge of how the story goes from here.