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Afifah Nabila
Just let the pain reminds you heart can heal.
Just let the pain reminds you heart can heal.
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I remember 4 years ago, a boy said to me "I don't know why, but you're different from other girls. They wear make-up and you don't but you're still pretty."

I didn't feel anything but annoyed. Little did he know I used compact powder on my face almost all the time because I was insecure if people see the scars on my face.
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mixed feelings about going to school
credit Currently listening to:  Youth - Shawn Mendes The UPU result was announced on May 21st and alhamdulillah, I got the first option I applied for, which was Universiti Malaysia Sabah (UMS) Science Foundation . I was happy, but I was confused too. I was ...
mixed feelings about going to school
mixed feelings about going to school
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17 Lessons by 17 | a late birthday post
  A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip. Obviously I procrastinated so much posting this. I actually finished this post in January but I delayed the posting because I don't have the perfect photo for this...
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losing your interest in the things you love so much sucks. losing the passion to write, read, plan my future, listen to music or even dream sucks. I hate myself for writing negative stuffs when 'being positive' is one of the promises I made to myself. but lately, I'm not interested in anything I love, I'm in a huge slump, I don't know what to do, I don't know what I want anymore, I just simply exist instead of living.

my life is not the worst, and I'm such a weak person to complain about my life when I have it better than other people and I should be grateful. of course I'm grateful, but when some things are kept too long in your chest, it'll eat you alive and I don't want that.

I just don't know anymore.

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A Year Of Reading | 2017 Book Wrap-Up
2017 is so far my best year of reading (based on my Goodreads record) because I read 60 books this year than last year. I only read 26 books last year, which was disappointing because I know I could read more than that. Earlier this year, I only set 40 book...
A Year Of Reading | 2017 Book Wrap-Up
A Year Of Reading | 2017 Book Wrap-Up
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growing up, I now realize that when a relationship or friendship ends, the blame isn't just on one party (unless the other person cheats or abusive). Putting the blame on both of them for years isn't fair and very immature. I have my fair share of mistakes too.
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Inspiring Youtubers In The Moment | music, lifestyle, book
I already wrote 2 posts regarding my favorite youtubers, 1 post includes my favorite female youtubers and the other one includes my favorite male youtubers . They are still my favorite youtubers of all time, but since the post, I found and fell in love with...
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You were the first to dispose me. I'm just doing the same.
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It's okay. We're all separating anyway. I'm glad for that. I'm sad that we might never meet each other again. But I'm glad that all of us are finally out from this place and learn to grow up outside and be more mature. Maybe when all of these people are more mature, 'us' will make a lot more sense.
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may as well be my confession video. but he doesn't know that.
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