+Dawn Carter Lesbian fiction author
I tried to watch your YouTube videos, but they have been deleted, as you said. I don't even know you, but it pisses me off that someone is doing this to you. I am a writer myself, and I would be going crazy, too, if someone were doing this to me.
If a lack of money is your main obstacle to ending this nightmare, your best bet is to open a Go Fund Me account and to spread the word about it. I would be willing to donate something myself and to post a link on my own wall to help you out.